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| biochemistry. |
[05 Apr 2008|02:23am] |
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so i was studying for one of my bio exams during work...
and one of my co-workers looked over my notes and said:
"you're dealing with mutations, genetics, DNA, RNA... are you like making x-men???"
i said:
"YES!"
i could not stop laughing.
oh man. things like these make me wanna study even more. if only education did not cost so much.
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| performance anxiety. |
[03 Mar 2008|01:57am] |
insecurity lies within
my time backstage wears thin
making me think i'm ready
when my knees can't stay steady
a tiny spark in the mirror
fights my dreamer's reaper
unknown faces in the crowd
already screming out loud
the words in my head
just seemed to be dead
oh god, i've forgotten
my cheat sheet turned rotten
i've lost what i said before
please tell me there's a cure
i want to change my wishes to riches
my tied up rope to brand new hope
my thick textbook to a shiny look
my running shoes to baby blues
i need to
calm down, settle down,
turn my frown upside-down
no use worrying
don't need to be hurrying
i'll take it slow, one step at a time
i'll go with the flow 'til the cadence rhymes
face the music with all my heart
let my muse sit to play a part
it'll grow my piece of art
keep me shining through the dark
have my dreams shatter
kill of the insanity
emotion sensation matter
only in reality.
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| another productive day at work. |
[24 Feb 2008|01:18am] |
"patience"
just wait, you'll get what you deserve
screaming inside but left unheard
suppressed, silenced,
but ready to move
bullets lie waiting
in their killing groove
safety's off but can't seem to find
the right reasons for my state of mind
fists are clenched but arms held back
my punches will fly a one way track
a stronger voice from deep withing
singing songs of nothing but sin
intoxication
addiction
provoking temptation
burning sensation
pressure elevation
the water's too hot
but i'll stay a rubber pot
karma's coming back around
i don't need to get myself drowned
walking through the quicksand of sorrows
i'll look forward to waking up tomorrow
just wait, you'll get what you deserve
screaming inside but left unheard
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insights, anyone? :)
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| wrote this a while ago... |
[23 Feb 2008|08:46pm] |
and since i'm online anyway.. well. here goes.
"don't be proud"
there's no sense in fighting back,
our mind's on a one way track
we've already lost the war
our worst enemy rises by far
consumed by our love for winning
the sense of morality already spinning
our ears closed to the signs
pushing the borderline
starving to always be on top
cream of the crop
the flame of anger feeding our hunger first
and it burns the ladder back down to earth
to stay on cloud nine is no easy feat
when it rains fists, daggers and bullets through meat
a power so strong that we cannot contain
a power within like a three sec grenade
unleashed unto something so pure, so naive
a pandora's box of lies our lips conceive
clouding our eyes and blinding our hearts
patience is dead
and innocence is a mere reflection when history starts.
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on a brighter note, here's something more appropriate for the winter time.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dfh8fRpszVs&NR=1
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| patience is a virtue |
[24 Jan 2007|09:31am] |
waiting can be so hard to do.
i guess right now you can say that i'm just waiting... waiting for the right one to come by...
but.
it's so hard to wait when everything around you is pulling you in.
confusing much?
yes i think so.
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| okay... so... |
[26 Dec 2006|05:55am] |
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i'm just wondering...
why does it bother me when she told me that she couldn't talk to me...
usually, she'd give a reason... or she wouldn't mind... i mean it's not like i did anything...
did i?
or maybe it's because she's drunk. hmmm....
i wonder.
but...
why should i even care in the first place?
i don't really know why...
but i do. i care. a lot.
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| new project |
[18 Dec 2006|04:23am] |
"Closer"
As the stars walk by, and the clouds keep watching
Trouble is heard with strange cries for help
Running away to places unknown
Though angels say it's secure.
Nobody meant to cause any pain
Only my selfish stare gives it away
Your sweet smile can break my heart
Knowing your hands are locked with those not mine
The pressure is close to the limit
It's on the verge of falling again
Make no mistake, I'm not crazy
I know our memories mean nothing anymore
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| wow. |
[14 Sep 2006|10:16am] |
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didn't think my account still existed... considering i haven't used it in so many many months..
anyway i'm back to school so i guess that i'll be back to lj.
no new prospects... cute girls are always taken. that sucks. oh well... wouldn't be needing the distractions right now anyway...
not looking forward to working tonight on a rainy day. i hope that the rain will let up... or we make it up somewhere else.
hayy.... i can't believe how much i actually miss writing down just random stuff...
soon enough i'll probably have enough time to write more when i'm not really supposed to be doing anything.
updates updates... hmm...
well yesterday our org had a bbq in the semi-rain... kasi it drizzled on and off for a couple hours until it really hit at like 12am... oh well. it was fun. got to meet a lot of new people... new freshmen. :) but like i said.. wala nga prospects.
haha.. the funny thing is the dance... for some reason i don't know there was another org who had a bbq that day and that time.. we were supposed to perform but the other org's music was definitely killing ours coz we only had a boombox while they had giant speakers.. wala lang i thought it was funny. we still pulled it off though.. and besides.. freshmen were the only ones watching..
physics is starting to get interesting. :)
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| time passes by... |
[11 Jul 2006|01:59pm] |
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i lost 1 and got 2.
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damn i am getting old. haha
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| my first time... |
[04 Jun 2006|02:05am] |
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... to be grounded.
... to have a curfew.
why? all because it's summer and i can drive to the mall and hang out at my friend's house till 12AM.
is that fair?
i guess. abuso na raw eh. hmm... i don't know... i just hope that curfew changes...
and hopefully i will be able to get out of the house outside of doing errands/working...
hay this is gonna be an interesting summer...
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| i should not be doing this but i need a break. |
[19 Apr 2006|10:55pm] |
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Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post a line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: No cheating.
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1) alone/ i'm just a fool who's willing/ to sit around and wait for you/ but baby, can't you see/ there's nothing else for me to do
2)everything will go on it's own way/ everything is ok we can try to make it/ everything will go, it's all right baby
3) it's not enough that you love me for me/ you reached inside and touched me internally
4) inside i'm slowly dying/ but the rain will hide my crying... crying... crying...
5) the plans i make still have you in them/ 'cause you come swimming into view/ and i’m hanging on your words/ like i always used to do
6) so will you sail my way/ you can come as you like/ we will sail away...
7) your ship is high/ and I don't know if it'll make it down/ but I'm gonna try to slip inside/ the mind of a clown
8) pare naman kung pwede lang huwag ka nang pumorma/ baka sa iyo nanaman mapunta (hayop ka)/ e iiwanan mo lang, diba?
9) the answers we find/ are never what we had in mind/ so we make it up as we go along
10) haunted by ill angels only/ i'm so very pained to say/ secrets of mind change reality/ are the things they said today
11) everytime you scream at me/ i wanna kiss you/ and when you put your hands on me/ i wanna touch you/ and when we get to arguing/ just gotta kiss you
12) that's okay i said it i'll say it again/ you want it right now/ it's alright i know everything's ok/ while you're here with me
13) girl you got me waking up at night/ sitting up, turn on the morning light sweating
14) you're the one i want next to me/ but i guess that's just not meant to be/ he's there in your life/ and sharing your light/ it'll never be, never be right
15) a sensation that is changing how i feel about you/ it's all brand new/ the fight is far from over/ there's nothing left to prove
16) loaded words and loaded friends/ are loaded guns to our heads
17) jumping to conclusions/ made me fall away from you/ i'm so glad that the truth/ has brought back together me and you
18) would you try to understand the things i'm gonna say/ if i could show you boy/ how much i feel for you/ would you turn around and tell me you feel the same way too?
19) sino na ba ang bago mo/ mas malambing ba siya/ mahal pa ba ako?
20) it's a mission to survive and learn to want you/ when I hate, when I hate what's all inside
21) i used to think that i was fine/ oh, that i was doing okay/ i didn't know that i was blind/ i just went on along my way
22) they say God makes promises/ just to see what you can stand/ before you do as the devil pleases/ and give up the thing you love
23) i can relate/ 'cause lately i've been thinking of combustication as a welcome vacation from/ the burdens of/ the planet earth
24) girl i finally see there's no substitute for what we had/ do you know how much i love you?
25) i feel you all night/ across the floor/ i just don't know what/ you've been waiting for
26) what i wanted was too big a dream/ but i got you/ and i have everything
27) at ayokong magising/ sa umagang nagaakit mabuksan/ naninimtim/ di alam, walang patutunguhan
28) so back it up, rewind/ white it out and just forget/ just close your eyes and promise/ to never open them again
29) the reason why i like her/ 'cause she ride my beat/ not too much conversation/ keep it short and sweet
30) you say you're still in love/ if it's true what can be done/ it's hard to leave all those moments behind
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| i can't believe that i wrote this in my microeconomics class... |
[13 Apr 2006|01:24pm] |
STILL DREAMING
i'm sorry
i never knew what i did to hurt you
i never meant for it to be this way
no matter how i say
i'm moving on without you
i know i'd wait for you any day
it's not that i can't stop thinking about you
it's not that i'm still holding on
sometimes i can't see myself without you
when everyone around me
just seems to be...
holding hands under the moonlight's reflections
walking side by side by our hometown lake
sitting on the blanket that i've spread out before you
from this dream i wish that i don't wake
`~`~`~`
okay... so it's not really the best song/poem ever... i'm just bored.
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